Sometimes, when you're in a lousy mood, you really want someone beside you. To hug you, lend you his/her shoulder. Today, i really feel ultra down, lousy, irritated. I wanted to meet cheryl real badly, to have dinner with her. Just someone to talk to. But i didnt want her to leave her class halfway because of me. It's just that very moment, i had to message someone, anyone to ask them go dinner with me. People that i've message all had already. I really dont know what to do. Aaron have dancing so i couldnt possibly as him. And so i took the longest bus on earth. 51. 820pm i board the bus. 940pm i am at the stop after Serangoon JC. the journey took like so long till i wanna die. I dont know what's gotten into me. Just for today i need a shoulder. I really want to say this. I really miss you. I feel so down now.