Yesterday 30th oct, met up with you know who? GUESS? Some asshole who never meet for so many months. Yes, that stupid girl NOR. She abandon us, as usual. When was the last time you met Rachel, Nor? 2 years ago right. SO GUNDU. Nor Nor Nor. Sharon, shellen, nor and ww did some shopping. We werent suppose to buy anything till sales. But somehow i dont know why sharon got this 'power' to say nice what, its a bargain, you should buy. What only. As for shellen, shes rather quiet, god knows why, will usually say orh, nice what. WHAT KIND OF COMMENTS IS THAT. HAHA. And so i bought something cheap at Tangs. Its a bargain anyway. I wont tell you what. HEH. I think yesterday was a long day of walking after all. Hopefully nor killed some fats. HAHAHAHAHAH. Please dont box me nor.

Some people are just so annoying. Today, i rejected this person call Ken Tan for 2-3 times already. Just a moment ago he added me. This is damn annoying. Seriously i want to say straight at his face. I ended up blocking him from friendster!! HAHAHHAHA. Too bad, Too sad.

For the dont know how many times in my fucking ridiculous stupid life i am feeling like shit again. For that very person i am sorry. Its not about apologizing and all but somehow i dont know i am really sorry. I know i am a fucking bitch, spoilt, selfish, stupid, no brain, a total fucker, whatever, I dont know. I guess i am selfish. Maybe part of you wont say i am totally selfish, probably like i want my way more. Ok. Maybe self-reflection is the best. I am selfish i guess. I dont know. I know that my character and all is fucked up. But nobody's perfect. I dont know. I am talking nonsense. I really dont know what to say. I dont want to dampen your mood or anything. I dont mind going back by shutting my mouth and not saying anything to not spoil your mood. I dont know. Probably like what last time debbie used to say that sometimes i should really shut my mouth and all. Probably the consequences would be better. I end up making myself feel like shit and probably the people around me also feels the same way.

For the very few months in my life i dont know how i am feeling actually. Calling Aaron in the middle of the night and start crying but not pouring out why am i so upset. Making myself fall asleep and all. I dont know. Probably what i should do is to learn not to be a bitch and all. I dont know why the fuck am i spoiling everyone's mood. I am really sorry. I dont want it that way.

Maybe that day what Jiayi said is right. I should just let go of some of my friends. Especially my guy friends. Maybe i am always getting into people's relationship without knowing. But somehow, ok maybe it is really my fault that i make other people's girls feel insecured and all. Probably i should slowly just loose contact with them or like what jy say talk on msn and it will be ok. So non of us will be upset right. The girl will be happy the guy will too. I dont know. Why does it always has to be that way.

Aaron has been so busy. I dont know. I cant expect him to comfort me most of the time. Sometimes seeing people outside, even my friends i am so fucking jealous. I dont know why. Seeing that they have someone who actually loves them are at their side. But i cant show that i am actually jealous or what. I still have sharon what. right sharon. So sad. I guess we are the abandon kids after all. HAHA. And i really miss Cheryl, we have not been chatting for so long already. Sigh. I dont know. Probably i am also getting into her and her GF way also. See, this is what i mean. i am always going in between people.

This is some fucking random post. So yea. Probably i think this is not the first time i am so upset about everything. I dont know. I think i am better alr.

SMILES. :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SARAH.
YOU'RE FINALLY 21.
ITS GOING TO ME MY TURN NEXT YEAR.
SOBS.

This videos are damn funny. Especially that stupid slow Panda making noise. It gives me the urge to kick it. LOL.








I think some of you may have seen this baby before. Stupid laughter. LOL.

Sometimes, when you're in a lousy mood, you really want someone beside you. To hug you, lend you his/her shoulder. Today, i really feel ultra down, lousy, irritated. I wanted to meet cheryl real badly, to have dinner with her. Just someone to talk to. But i didnt want her to leave her class halfway because of me. It's just that very moment, i had to message someone, anyone to ask them go dinner with me. People that i've message all had already. I really dont know what to do. Aaron have dancing so i couldnt possibly as him. And so i took the longest bus on earth. 51. 820pm i board the bus. 940pm i am at the stop after Serangoon JC. the journey took like so long till i wanna die. I dont know what's gotten into me. Just for today i need a shoulder. I really want to say this. I really miss you. I feel so down now.

bday, friends, us, food

Celebrated Madeline's 20th birthday at Ichiban Boshi. Actually, we really had a hard time thinking what you really want Madeline. But i guess luck was on us. We happen to stumble upon the nice collar top. Dont you think it is nice? Shellen hand pick one leh, and is like nice. LOL. Happy a not, the underwear so cute can. The watch so elegant can. The top so nice can. LOL.

Here's what we ate when we met up. The nice nice mango ice cream. The shop is located at citylink, near the underpass, opposite 7-11. It is bloody expensive. $8.80 for the large cup. WOW. But the mango ice cream is HEAVEN. I LOVE IT. I bet JS will love it too. This is the ice cream that we ate. As promised the picture taken.


Some pictures that we took while resting at MacDonald.







Take a look at miss sharon's 'GONG' face.




Eileen seah likes to take all the retarded pictures of everyone. Please ask her why.

ICHIBAN BOSHI















Look at our wonderful table full of food.




Coffee Club

WW's favourite mango.




Shellen being naughty as ever.




Mad and her underwears.





Last but not least....


I know my drawing sucks. But sometimes we need some laughter in life. So carry on laughing.

I am so lazy to update. I am so lazy to even put pictures inside. HAHAAHHA. JY is coming back. 3 cheers. I thought they suppose to come back this week. *sighs. WELL..when jy leave its shellen's turn. ):

GOOD BYE EVERYONE. ALL LEAVING AND LEAVE ME ALONE.

I am so pissed off. What's wrong with you fucking guys. Are you all that petty. Probably 1/4 of them of the whole population. Seriously. It happened when i was talking to this particular friend of mine. It started like how i was asking if he downloaded my song. ok. Thats fine until i tell him that he's probably not my frequency. YES HE IS NOT IN MY FREAKING FREQUENCY. I just said that bloody sentence. THAT PATHETIC, NO SENSE, NONSENSE, RIDICULOUS sentence. It's not the ending yet. Give me 5 more mins to enplain. I showed him my playlist online, and there he goes showing me his playlist and send me a chinese song. I didnt want to hear the song and so i decline accepting that song. I was scrolling down looking at his long long playlists and something caught my eye. MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE. I started to say 'wow you hear MCR'. I think he was being so sarcastic and said 'i thought we are different frequency so why are you hearing this'. Well, that makes me boil. FUCKING MADE MY ME SO PISSED OFF. HE DIDNT STOP. HE CONTINUED SAYING IT. SO NOW HE WANTS TO EMPHASIZE ON THE WORD 'FREQUENCY'

THANK YOU. YOU MADE THE LAST HALF OF MY DAY SO WELL. DAMNIT. SERIOUSLY. NABEI. NOW YOU WANT TO BE SO FUCKING PETTY SO FUCKING RIDICULOUS. WOW. WOW.

THANK YOU SMARTY PANTS.

THANK YOU.