Rain Rain..

Its raining again. I am suppose to go out like later but it is raining. I hate rain especially when i go out. But somehow, i still love rain. HEH. I hope tomorrow doesnt rain when sarah and i go find wii and guitar hero.

Guess what, shellen just claimed that she is smart. BHB. All sharon's fault for doing the picture as ying YI instead of XI. HAHAHAHHA. Sharon blur i also blur. Eileen also!!

Met Sharon lim yesterday to collect some goodies for ourselves. *secret. Guess what, the girl turns out to be our primary school friend. =.= I think i know her, just that there is a very slight memory of her. When she open the door and give us, we stared at her, she seems familiar to me. After thanking her,

sharon was pulling my hand saying 'weiwei you know a not, shes clarrisa'.
ww: eh?!?
ww: thinks hard.
sharon: primary school one. that clarrisa, she go gifted school.
ww: hmm i think i know. hahaha.

What sharon said came true, she was telling me before hand that maybe we will know the girl HAHAHHHAHA. And i guess it turns out that shes from our primary school. Oh wells. Fated. LOLs.

Ps: Study hard people. Especially those with exams. Js dont listen music and study hahah

wishes

i wish for things to be better :)

Is help on the way?

Something seems to be wrong. Seriously, i dont know what's happening to me, myself and i. Somehow, i really want to cry out loud, scream all i can and cry. I was talking to a friend of mine yesterday, causally talking, and after a while i said something. Being retarded, as you all know, i like to type stupid, retarded things. And well, i dont know if what i type was the thing that particular friend of mine was angry or upset about. I have no idea. She asked me to find out. Seriously, if i know what is it i would have said right. I sat there throughout the whole night thinking what have i done. Before that, i was talking to Cheryl, pouring out everything that i could. she was nice enough to comfort me, hearing all the nonsense that i was sprouting. She's sweet. And now, it became this, why, what have i done, throughout my 20 years of fucking retarded life. There is this strong urge inside me to just take a knife and slash myself. (stupid) *slaps myself. Times have been hard, there are more people out there who are 1000000000000000 times worse then me. I'll just be nice and donate my heart, kidney, bone marrow, skin, leg, hands, nose, whatsoever. Why are things coming towards me one by one. The first thought was that 'i can handle it' HAHAHA. Guess what i cant, this is so ridiculously dumb. i'm just dumb, naive, retarded (very), stupid everything. I dont know.

WHY CANT I OPEN MY EYES BIG ENOUGH TO SEE THINGS, PEOPLE. MAKING MYSELF SO HAPPY BUT I KNOW DEEP DOWN I FEEL SO SAD, SO DEPRESSED, EVERYTHING.

From now on, i am going to declare that CERTAIN GUYS ARE FUCKING, FUCKINGGGG, FUCKINGGG ASSHOLES. THEY SHOULD FUCK OFF AND DIE. SERIOUSLY. WHOEVER OUT THERE THAT WEAR THAT 2 TONE SKINNY JEANS ARE CB. WHATEVER. GU7YS ARE OFFICIALLY OUT OF MY LIST. BUTCHES ARE WELCOME. (HAHAH, Please dont laugh jy, LOL.

Ps: jon, js or whoever, you're still my close friends :)

WHATEVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. I DONT GIVE A DAMN ANYMORE. NIGHTS

LOOK BELOW.

Eileen seah came over to my house at about 1 plus, just now. She came over to ask me to scan some things for her. At first, i thought was some paper stuffs which are important. In the end when she came she gave me something small. This small:


HAHAHAHAHHAHA. Her picture for her attchement. -.-
LOOK AT HER. *laughs laughs laughs. Please, i do not want to keep a picture of you Eileen. I will return you when i see you. <3

Clean up

Yesterday, i've decide to pack my drawer. The drawer that is filled with TOYS. Sounds dumb right. I have like SO SO SO many toys. This is one of my favourite. I used to collect the Esso baby tigers. HAHA!!!




Look at my cute spongebob. I remember secondary school i made this person sell to me at Far East LOL. I dont think this toy is able to find outside =x


Sharon got me this medium Patrick that can be hung.


Nor got this for my b'day.


Me-to-you. CHRISTMAS Bear. CUTE RIGHT. If i remember correctly Vic and kwek got this for me.


This used to be my favorite all time toy. Benedine got it for me. Am i right. haha

That's all i guess. I'm so bored.